Keepin' on a-keepin' on
Sep. 6th, 2005 11:11 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
mishadayHm. How *am* I holding up?
Comfortably numb seems to be where I'm at emotionally. Semi-boss asked me how I was this morning, and I got to be blunt about 'hey, suck, so don't expect much out of me this week.' The support I've gotten here on livejournal and in person has been very much appreciated.
My condo is a mess - I've let alot of housekeeping slide since my uncle's death, and my productive Sunday turned into not much of anything. I switched between computer games and fanfic, and both the piles of mail and the weeds in my garden only continue to grow. Paying bills today, so
This coming weekend was supposed to be the triathlon, but my training slipped when I went to NY, fell flat on its face right after, and I just haven't picked it up the way I need to. Plus, I made plans with Meg to pickle on Sunday, and right now, that's what I'd rather be doing. I think my brother will be the most disappointed with me, but more in that I haven't been training rather than not actually doing the triathlon.
Dad's dealing with all the family trust juggling, and since there was a doctor present, there's no trouble with the death certificate the way there was with my uncle. Grandma should be cremated very shortly now. We're not much of a family for funerals, and we haven't even had my uncle's memorial service yet, so who knows what will happen in that line.
Comfortably numb seems to be where I'm at emotionally. Semi-boss asked me how I was this morning, and I got to be blunt about 'hey, suck, so don't expect much out of me this week.' The support I've gotten here on livejournal and in person has been very much appreciated.
My condo is a mess - I've let alot of housekeeping slide since my uncle's death, and my productive Sunday turned into not much of anything. I switched between computer games and fanfic, and both the piles of mail and the weeds in my garden only continue to grow. Paying bills today, so
This coming weekend was supposed to be the triathlon, but my training slipped when I went to NY, fell flat on its face right after, and I just haven't picked it up the way I need to. Plus, I made plans with Meg to pickle on Sunday, and right now, that's what I'd rather be doing. I think my brother will be the most disappointed with me, but more in that I haven't been training rather than not actually doing the triathlon.
Dad's dealing with all the family trust juggling, and since there was a doctor present, there's no trouble with the death certificate the way there was with my uncle. Grandma should be cremated very shortly now. We're not much of a family for funerals, and we haven't even had my uncle's memorial service yet, so who knows what will happen in that line.
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Date: 2005-09-06 12:00 pm (UTC)Do what you need to do for comfort, dear, and the heck with the clenness of the condo for now (a "clean" home is the sign of a really sick mind, IMHO... there are so many other [read: BETTER] things to do in life than to worry 'bout a house being 'slightly unkempt' -- and I've seen your house -- it is never more than 'slightly unkempt'. HONEST. :-)